I get a little lost.
Even though I can write a thousand words explaining how I feel, if you asked me - face to face I wouldn’t have anything to say. It would be the usual banter and awkward silences. We’d smile and nod in all the rights spots and eventually make excuses to go our own separate ways.
Yet, give me a pen and paper or a blank blog page and you’ll know what goes on inside my head. My thoughts, my dreams. I won’t stop until you make me and you’ll learn more about me then you would have wanted.
Putting words on paper comes so easy to me…Like counting to five, like breathing, like placing one foot in front of the other. And when everything lets me down and there is nothing that can make me feel better I know that the only thing that can save me is putting my feelings on paper.
It’s not until that moment that I actually begin to feel okay, feel like myself once again.